“Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional”

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yea! congratulations!!

there are 2 things happened today!
first... was the good news!
des told me something..........
and i was like" whatever.... and i was fear of everything!"
then... when i went back to my room (tuition)
i was thinking bout the thing again!
LOL~ i laugh and laugh like a mad people.......
Hellll!!!!!!!!!!!! i was worrying bout the outing.... Argh!!!
hahahahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahaahhahahahaha
(crazy me!)



Second, the bad news!
i feel so sorry to my babe...
i'm sorry............ if u think this was the best way, i'll support you always!
i gave my opinion, but you do have an option!
finally, u did it! i knew, u'll be depressed! as well as he!
xian.....( he was the best guy i ever met through the message he sent!)

the next paper for me,
account
of course, i wanna score A for that!
OMG! i was crazy for that!
i usually did lotsa careless mistakes
damn it!
my Maths got lots of careless mistakes!!!
argh!!!! what the hell am i doing??!!



Next will be science,
yea!
and economy will be the last paper,
=( hate it!
cuz i fail that always....


*school priovide lunch for us! pretty cool huh!

Add Maths today!
extremely preparation last nite,
and.....
i'm a piece of shit now..!
dying like hell~
paper 1 was quite easy today,
i can smile =)
BUT!! for the paper 2,
it was killing me!
i was damn tired while in the exam hall!
i dream lots at there,
till i realise there's no time left!
what the hell am i doing?!


I tied my paper2 answer sheet without the cover,
i tied my graph paper at the back of the answer sheet!

hell! and i request to get a pair of scissors to retie again,
stupid examiner called me to fix it myself!
fuck him!



tomorrow going to account tuition at 9 morning,
crazy us! again...................
LOL

back! from school.... lol.=(

forget to bring my slip! fine,RM1~ @@ damn u!!! i focus on my eng paper section 1 and neglected my sectionB!!! i just lest half 45 minutes for that..... i chosen quest 3. till half way, my idea stuck!!! and i left half an hour ..... i changed it to quest 4!!!! ding!!!!! i thk i can't manage to get an A!!!! errrsh!!!! anyway, thanks for my eng teachers..... who taught me this phrase by willian shakespeare! " a stare of urs is a smile to me, a smile of urs is a weakness in me"

anyway....forget it! going to movie tmr,2012! looking foward>>>> =)

nice view huh! i can look at the green when i'm bored or i need a breath!

After recess, get back to the hall....briefing again....BORED!!!! finally, get a pair of pencil and an eraser! school sponser huh?! i'm not sure bout' that! haha~

trying to get the whole box! lol..... i'm not that bad....

tooldes! good luck for all my mates! evonne,carmen,wenzie,lee chen came to ma house after skul! we did some revision here! teehee~ =) carmen keep playing kid's toys at ma house! lol~ that's childsih! haha~ By late evening, trying to lying on the sofa and accidentaly get asleep! i'm too tired on that day! after dinner, trying to serf the net to release my stress! wth! it making more sad, that i looked the past! i've no mood after that! i try to cry....but no tears were cuming out though! Anyway, i'm freakin tired of those drama! =( going to wake up early for tmr tuition!

honestly....u looks like a korean wey

the students!

cacat...can't really see clearly loh....blurry

BIG BIGhug hug~

headed to old town after tuition.....the longest hours tuition for today! 7 till 11pm...ZzZzZZZzzzz

*p/s: jj goin to teach me maths, while i'm teaching him account! hah!

i'll give up for everything that i cherish till now!
we can't changed the past as it's happened...
no doubt...i'm still lilian =)
i'm the one who think much as it goes negatively! sorry =(
And i'm filled with shame......
as i levelled my gaze...time seemed to stop!
there were no words,no actions,only the existence of two minds,two hearts......