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Once a braces geek, nerd geek and harcore geek. Lol MALAYSIAN.
I'm an arts geek who wants to get into triple economic class.
The ever best thing are bitches!
To be truth, I love mankind thingy, believe me or not.

Last but not least, I love travelling every single corner to find the real world, do whatever you think it is impossible.
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    the Olympics Run 2010
    Wednesday, September 29, 2010 || 1:28 PM

    There are several article that i have owed.While, the final exam is just around the corner.What am I doing now? I don't have those motive to sit for the exam.Yet, I'm still wondering all around.OMFGG!!The M.U.E.T (malaysian University English Test) test is coming soon in October.Hell ya!I'm having serious problem in all papers.I don't have much practise for that.


    The Olympics Run 2010 organised by the Mcd had just over last week.The unbelievable me is one of the participants.I will never run for those long running competition for sure.Firstly, It's so tiring and wasting my energy to run for it and get for nothing. Secondly,health problem that makes me hated for long run.

    At last I still go for it just to get some extra co curriculum marks :D Form 6 is so shyting sometimes ya!!It's 7 kilometres distance.I was like so-what-the-heck to force myself complete the run.The starting point from Dataran Merdeka and back to the same point.Luckily, the sun doesn't shines brightly on that morning. =) About one and a half hour I finallt completed.I don't run much,just walk most of the time.

    The next Run competition will be the Nike 10k run.Can we get 10k?Not easy lah weyyy!!But I'm so addicted while i heard that was organised by the Nike company. Of course Nike will give away those reasonable prizes that i fancy for.Yeah!Every participants will get 50% of any purchase nike item.DAMNN!!I'm so likey it.HAH!!But it's 10 kilometres away.I think it's worth.Meanwhile, I can get marks too and discounts.HAH! x)


    That's all:D
    Group pichas alwaz :)


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    I want P.E.A.C.E
    Friday, September 24, 2010 || 8:07 PM


    FML.I wish that this world will be P.E.A.C.E =)




    My emotional ruin my life always.I'd tried to control and even give a deaf ear or close one's eye of mine.But it doesn't works at all.I keep telling me myself that I've to be strong,hold my tears always.It's not nice to have an outburst of tears in crowd.While, I've no idea why can't I hold my tears every time and act like no cares to what is happening.Damn,I'm too emotional and I wish that I shouldn't have it. So that, I have no feelings to others.No smiling,No crying,No sadness.




    I can't look through myself clearly now.Am i demanding alot?Should I change to be emotionless? So that, I'll be peace with people beside me.I'm so headache of why things repeat again and again.It's hard to change? Or why don't you think about my heart? Walking alone on the street, full of my tears with people looking me weird. I feel so awful being this always.It's hard to hold my tears always.

    I learn to cry because that's the only way to release my temper.I can't shout out loud or even hit someone to be my release bag. They are innocence.

    I born in a family that parents don't understand me well.They used to control me too tight that I can't even hold my breath.Somehow,I'm an anti-social person from young.I don't have many friends cause I don't speak lots to strangers.

    Till when I really meet my best mates whoever come to me.From that moment, friends are the ever first I wish to be with them. They know me well and understand me. They will never let me to be alone.And i feel so secure to be with them.

    Well, we have to be in far apart to chase our career.Leaving me here alone who really need someone here.Then, Mr.Right came to warm my heart. I gave him the best care I can, I really need him to be apart of me.




    He is the one who warm me up and the one who make my heart sank.
    I learn to be loved.
    And to be ignored.



    Chances given. Take it or not........ YES!<3>




    "Forgive & Forget " once again.Once it go,forever it go.Appreciate it.



    An empty mind, is the place for devil. =((



    I need your trust & promises to me.

    BBQ @ Lx's hse
    Sunday, September 19, 2010 || 12:24 PM

    Yeap!I'm back from the Bbq partyy!HAH! It's actually a gathering for 4 of us, still left one at Singapore.LOL And the most V.I.P, our teacher. She can't make it on that day.Yea,we make a booking to have another gathering at the condo again.I bet that will be fun yea!


    It's a sudden plan before a day we held.We don't have any bbq's stand neither those equipments.Uhmm..!! So, we used some rocks to build up the surface and simply took some metal plate to put on top of it and start burning.Yeap, we bought the charcoal, but we've forgetten something. The starter of the fire. OMFGGG!! Although the charcoal is burn up but still it's not totally burned and I hardly see issit burning or not.LOLL!! Finally, we got something, which is the coconut's skin to help it to burn up! HAH!! After an hour plus of discover and hard work,finally we did it and start to have "OUR BBQ" >TRADISIONAL STYLE.



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    camwhore time! :D

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    Lastly, Pictionary GAMEEE!!DAMNN!!It've been so long time not playing that.HAH! It's so fun man! Of course, GIRLS always are the WINNER! :D
    Cruel us, will treat those guys in HELL. Yeap, BUTT WRITING as their punishment.
    "SUCKS" We did record it, but it's not with me, I'll post it someday yay! :):)



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    splash day
    Wednesday, September 15, 2010 || 8:39 PM

    finally.... finally I'm back.I'm actually plan to stay at home today.Cause it's so tiring after Sunway.And I really lack of money these days after Sunway :'( Yeah.I think I'm going to eat dust this week. HAH! While,I recieved some messages from my classmates bout badminton practise last night.Okay...finally I'd make my decision, going to have badminton with them since quite a long time not playing badminton. Morover, having exercise is good for our health rite! Yes. So,I'm going then.


    Till noon time,I'd lunch with my classmates.And so, I recieved JJ message.Yeah.. They are planning to chill out again.I can't ignored it,cause it's really a hard time to meet each other.Uhm.Planning to have barbeque at lx's house :D Again, I need to drive out and buy some ingredients at the supermarkets.Yeah,Sy,JJ & Lx tag along.While, Mr.Right is here too.Uhmm...!!I'm totally exhausted after this.

    So,looking forward tomorrow nite :):)




    Yeap. Going to post Sunway thingy with my high school babes. YAY!It's a long time not meeting them I miss them so so muchhhh!!:D It's a rainy day in the morning,while my mood totally run down.I don't know whether the plan is going on or not.YEAP!Thanks god that the sun rise finally and chase out the *evil cloud* HAH!

    HL is the driver on the day.God,she's speeding damn fast.
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    I spot the sun finally!! Hurraayyyy~

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    Oh yesss!! We are too early to reach there.LOts of shop are not fully open yet.Uhm!Headed to Lagoon the next.



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    Blurryy me xD

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    Here we come,luckily it's not really crowded.Cause we're too early.Yay!

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    YEAP.It have been a long time not gather around and smile in this no worries faces.
    HAHAHAHA!I'm so freaking happy that I've got a chance to spend time with them.

    It's not really crowded on that day.Most of the ride,we played twice.HAH!Feel so free that we don't need to que up. Yup,it's so fun.

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    lalala


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    When we're going about to back after shower.Damn! people are increasing and becoming crowded. Whhoootzz!!Luckily we ciaoz fast. :)

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    Ciaoz! Had lunch before back.Everyone are in a hunger .Lol

    A group picha before back,of course. :):)

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    Upcoming
    Tuesday, September 14, 2010 || 9:35 PM

    Yeah. Totally exhausted after Sunway.
    Going to post soon till I got all those pichas ya :)


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    Friday, September 10, 2010 || 10:17 PM

    It's school holidays now for about two weeks.While, it's going to be the second week. Oh shytt!! My homeworks and presentations are not done yet.Yet,I'd screw all my homeworks in this week.I'd done several of it. But still left my presentations. Uhmm... So,I've set my mind to finish all( if i can) in this week.So that, I can breathe easily next week.HAH!! It's also a chilling time with my previous school babes.DAMN! I miss them alots and alots!!

    Here is LML!!:D
    We are lyk lost contact for weeks. While, she just came back from nasional service while I'm busying with my studies.Yeah! We used to craps lots whenever there is something goes wrong. And she will be the listener always whatever happens.

    Guess what;
    We're going for a date ya!I'm a L.O.S.E.R.I've not watch Step Up3 yet as I'd plan to have a high time with her.

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    Btw, I'm trying to change my blogskin too.Feeling bored with it now, Ah Chung and I was busying looking for a new one. LOL!!!

    *p/s: Selamat Hari Raya to all my malays friends ya! :)

    Macau Last Chapter
    Wednesday, September 8, 2010 || 9:10 PM

    the Macau last chapter ;

    It's a half tour day,headed to the Macau Museum the first destination.
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    These little men are cute. :D



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    Headed to the topest floor. On the roaf, view.
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    Next, the famous ( the Cathedral of Sao Paulo )church

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    And the historical *Na Zhak* temple
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    Then, the other historical and well-known temple
    * i've forgotten the name of the temple* :D Those spelling is kinda weird. Plus, i don't memorise it too. HAH! I seldom pray, bt I do this time.
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    Macau tower the next. Can't really get a whole picture of that tower. It's quite tall while I was just below it. LOL
    And something suprising me, there have bungee jump.Damn! I love it. But too sad, I don't have a chance to try it. I don't have any time for it while we're actually in a rush. Plus, it coist about $1K above in HK$Dollar.Uhmmm... And well, It's the highest bungee jump in the world. Oh!! Holy shitt!!! I miss this chance :(
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    Well, this guy prepare to jump down. Good luck dude :)
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    Through a certain floor, There have transparent floor glass. Oh god! My parents can't get over it. :D While, I can even sit on there, jump on it. HAH!
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    And yeap. Lunch after that. It's somekind of Afrika buffet. Weirdo *
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    Btw, It's not our expectation. HAH!!
    That's the end of the tour. Headed back to Hotel the next and get some rest.
    While, Venetian Hotel will be the next destination. It's the most fabulous, luxurios and the biggest gambling centre too. :D While, opposite will be the Galaxy. Going to hit the topest rate few years later. Uhmm...
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    Sneak into the gamble centre. HAHAHA! No pictures allowed, so nothing can share here. Between I get a chnace to take those pictures of the gambling chips. While, we had dinner inside the centre too. Uhm. And this will be last gambling centre i will enter in Macau.
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    Times up! It was the last night, busy packing and so on.
    Next morning, breakfast before ciaoz to HK airport
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    Must try item. No regret!!! The portugese tart >

    the Giant Sandwish. HAHA!!
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    Turbo jet directly to Hk Airport.
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    Oh yeah. Save timing when you've nothing to do.
    Quickly done all those homeworks. Uhm.....
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    Bye, Macau.
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    Had lunch before on board.Bought some souvenier too.
    As usual, flight delay. LOL!
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    Again. I had my dinner on board, Nasi Lemak :D
    It's so effiin'' spicy!!!! My tears drop down and screw the air steward to get me something cold. Taaddaaa... It's a good experience.

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    Good bye, HK too.
    spot the sun set.Uhmm.....

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    Bought some snack from MUJI.
    cost me $1.00 for the MUJI recycle bag.
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    Spot stars and thunder storm too!!
    Okay, I'm a dead rat after that. And thanks god, I'm not really gain my weight in this trip. HAHA!! >> rush my homeworks!!