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WHATSSAP.

typical girl living in the love hates world. Hates what everyone loves, and loves what everyone hates


Once a braces geek, nerd geek and harcore geek. Lol MALAYSIAN.
I'm an arts geek who wants to get into triple economic class.
The ever best thing are bitches!
To be truth, I love mankind thingy, believe me or not.

Last but not least, I love travelling every single corner to find the real world, do whatever you think it is impossible.
-That's me
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    I don't give a damn
    Wednesday, March 30, 2011 || 8:39 PM

    FYI, I have wall climbing competition tomorrow. Yes! It's tomorrow, and I'm freaking fuck with my performance. No doubt, I couldn't make it not even half way.


    Something serious fuck happened, the day before today. So, basically it was yesterday. We have a clinic for wall climbing compete with other schools too. Thus, we 're given a chance to try climbing it. But things come worse to me, that I couldn't even climb it. Friends were capturing video.And so fucked, I was recorded the most embarrass scene in the girl's hand set.


    For one's mind, I saw the video after it taken. And so, I act like...... " HAHA! Yeah, I can't make it." I WILL NEVER THOUGHT THAT SHE WILL UPLOAD TO FACEBOOK. Schoolmates make it to big issues that really so freaking annoyed. Yet, they make it a joke laughing like hell in front of me. So, what should I say...?!

    OKAY, I CAN'T MAKE MY FREAKING STEP TO THERE.
    OKAY, I CAN;T CLIMB WHERE I HAVE CLIMBED BEFORE ONCE IN GENTING
    OKAY, I'M SO LAZY TO PUT ON MY EFFORT TO PRACTICE.




    SO, what make sense that YOU have the rights the judge me?!
    As you assume that you can make it??


    Come on! I don't want to have any quarrel among schoolmates. But don't try to annoyed me where I used to keep my mouth shut, doesn't mean that I don't give a fuck. You get it?



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    CAN YOU SEE MY PALM? IT'S ALL RED. THIS IS NOT FUCKING EASY, AND DON'T THINK THAT YOU CAN JUDGE SOMEONE THAT YOU HAVEN'T PROVE THAT YOU CAN MAKE It.

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    I couldn't say a word now. Cause there is no meaning to freak myself out and guess what, I'm so seriously being insulted in everyone's eyes. I have no point to for the competition tomorrow. But, to be responsible I will go for it and ciaoz right after I fall. I do have a preparation that I CAN'T MAKE IT TOMORROW. NO DOUBT, I have tired of drama.

    Just can't get enough
    Saturday, March 26, 2011 || 9:15 PM

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    It is earth hour. Okay, I'm still blogging right now.LOL! So, a picture in dark. I know it is lame. LMAO* whatever. Life still go on yeah!



    For some stupid reason, I'm kinda addicted to steamboat. As i thought of eating it after rain. Wouldn't you feel warm when you're eating in a cooling weather. Okay, that two combination will be damn perfect. my theory*

    So, we have planned to have a steamboat dinner among the mates. But, still...... We couldn't make it as we have thought of eating it since LAST YEAR! This is like so hectic life, but IT'S NOT AT ALL. Just to make it short and simple, day we planned, at night we went.The way to make it fast and not to delay. Yeah! Perfection of combine it was a rainy day before meal.


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    We can actually finish up everything.

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    Weee! Get yourself up, self service. LOL!

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    It is so obvious that we're not enough. Dessert, chocolate steamboat.

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    *p/s: Next round, buffet steamboat @ Sunway.

    3rd doze. Gardasil
    Thursday, March 24, 2011 || 6:27 PM

    Just had my 3rd doze injection.Awwwww!!!

    GARDASIL.

    $900 gone

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    Music Video
    Sunday, March 20, 2011 || 6:25 PM




    SUJU
    Saturday, March 19, 2011 || 9:20 PM

    SCREAM! THEY ARE HERE IN THE TOWN.......................


    SUPER SHOW 3, again. Dang! I miss it and it's happening now.

    My friends bought the tickets which cost rm400+ and it really kills my purse deeply, burning a hole. And I'm so fickin broke due to some reason. LOL!

    People might think that I'm not a Kpop lidiat. Cause I don't show up on my expressions like others. HAH! And I do a Kpop lidiat in past, but when I have grown up, seriously I don't really care about the updates day by day.

    Past, I'm the vice president for the SUPER JUNIOR-M club that combine with the China fans.I run my life because of them when I was form 4. HAH!

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    taking background scene. Making a video for super junior-M.

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    Magazines that I bought every week!
    I've lost some.

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    Other than SJ-M, Ft Island is one of the group that I've chase from North to South. HAH! I still remember I get free tickets, and deathly, they cancel on that day! So like wtf, with the Korean fans.

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    Okay, done! 2 songs for peeps! ;) Enjoy although I can't attend :(




    Cupcakes ♥
    Friday, March 18, 2011 || 8:22 PM

    Leaning myself back to the wall, finally. The night, I'm free to blog :)

    Suppose to have a photo shoot by my brother's girlfriend this evening. But it crash with my tuition, so failed to do it. Before the night, headed to the night market. *drop by cause of the aroma capture us*

    For years, I have not been there. I still remember, whenever I been there I'll spend everything on foods and drinks no matter how full you're. It's a must to me! So yeah, I love to eat and stuff myself. As I told myself, I'm sure that I'll meet someone *friends* at there. Just a next moment, here he is! I'm actually kinda short among the people. So, there is a guy coming towards me. I remembered that I glance through, * t-shirt from Taylor College* . As I pass through, someone did said out my name *lilian lee* with a deep voice. And I was like...........

    who's that! Oh....you! I turned my head back, my primary mate. Damn! So sorry, you guys are tall. HAH!

    Days before, my ever first baking cupcakes

    Right after extra classes, headed to friend's house to have a bakery moment though. Drop by and get some chipsmore to add on.

    Baby Kieren tag along.






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    Here we go! :)

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    To save time, we throw everything in. Eggs, flour,oil, water.
    Blended chipsmore into it. End up, everything become little tiny powder. LOL

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    Woohoo! I'm so kinda excited the outcome. C'mon, it was my ever first. HEHEHE

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    Twiterring instead of waiting. :)

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    Oh yeah yeah! HERE WE COME :))

    Freshly from the oven. Smell good!

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    Cupcakes are in hot market. FYI, it's not enough for people. HAHAHAHA!
    okay, I'll do more in future then!

    It was also Kin Fei 19th Birthday :)
    Cause of time limit, can't really celebrate with him. So, I did this :)

    The icon I have put on the top have its own reason. He likes to hit people with his finger which is so bloody pain!That is what we look after the hit. HAH!

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    Anyway, Happy Birthday!!

    springoutdastreet
    Wednesday, March 16, 2011 || 7:28 PM

    Oh finally, I can really sit down in front of the pc and blog :D Have been quite hectic recently, due to extra classes in school.LOL

    Okay, I won't blame the teachers of course.HAH!Yeah, today is the last day for extra classes. So, the end :)

    Btw, mom have connected with my Japanese friend, Oh yeah. He is safe over there. So glad and happy!! Damn, I'm so serious wanted to know how is he going on over there. Thus, he stay around the island and that is most terrified me.Still,glad that he is fine :)

    Last Sunday, I meet up my darLING. high school mates*

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    So, coincidence jung wayne was there too.

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    For some reasons, we love fitting room.HAH!

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    Yeah, we just kills time.
    Btw, I was wearing heels that day. OMG! So, effin pain half way. My toes were hurt. Swear! Will never wear heels to shopping. Nahh.... depends. =P

    It's lunch time or tea time?
    No idea, at La Bodega.

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    Soul mates forever :) See! So, freely hanging out with my girls than boys. Where I soley get freedom. Guess what, if you have a bf,they will actually keep texting you "what are you doing?" ; " what are you eating?" and so on. HAH! I just seems to comfort myself.

    No. I will be perfectly fine with my girls. They know me than anyone else. Seriously, no one can really barely read my mind. They can exactly know.

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    M.O.F the next for dessert. HAH! We spend our time to eat than shop.


    Mom bought her brand new Louis Vuitton hand bag. So, unfair.
    Hmm.... I mean I want a hand bag too. LOL

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    *p/s : Mom just bought iPad for herself this evening. Seeee!!!! Unfair. I get nothing.

    watcha thinking?
    Saturday, March 12, 2011 || 8:32 PM

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    Still I can't contact my friends over there. So, let's pray for Japan! Everything will be alright soon.


    So, I do have lil' update for today.

    As usual I went to tuition. Before back, I accompany mom to get those pictures at the photo shop.





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    Taadaa! For a sudden, she popped out something which is quite funny for me. Those pichas are out, and she asked the guy, "can I take it?" hey, come on! you paid it of course, you're taking it home. Right? HAH!

    Turned to be her driver of the day. Oh no, heavy rain this evening, I'm okay. Coming back in peace though. HEHE!

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    Oh yeah yeah! I'm going to meet my darLING tomorrow.Months for not seeing each other. Really miss everyone :)*high schoolmates*


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    japan strike & Parliament trip
    Friday, March 11, 2011 || 9:26 PM

    Tsunami Alert for New Zealand, the Philippines, Indonesia, Papua New Guinea, Hawaii, and others. Waves expected over the next few hours, caused by 8.9 earthquake in Japan.

    Yeah. Hours before, there have a massive tsunami at Japan. Damn! It's so terrified when I watch the news@NHK. Phone calls are here and there, friends are calling for being concern. Meanwhile, I am wondering about my friends at Japan.GOD! I can't contact them due to the connection line has distracted. Really pray hard, everyone will be safe and fine over there.

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    My friends are living around the coast, and how am I suppose not to worry?

    Oh, please. I hope everything will be fine soon.The temperature at there is decreasing and it should be going to be spring.And so, I'm still waiting replies from them now.


    Days ago, Pre-U society has organised a trip to the parliament. Okay, it's the ever first for everyone of us.As we usually watch they had conference from the news, but we are now watching LIVE in there. Feel great?

    Yeah, I know people might thinking, "I don't like politic issues". But, just for experience, and ain't going to listen every single word. Cause I bet you guys will come with a question mark on your head. Right? Yeah, although it's kinda bored.

    Okay,there is one scene that I can't stop laughing. It's hard to explain here,cause my explanation doesn't work. Sorry :D

    So,pictures dedicate every scene. :)*outside the conference hall of course* hehe


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    the candid. Unprepared*

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    Here to say goodbye! :) Hols start on next week but still I have to go to school. So, isn't that big different. Just that, I need not to wake up so early like school days. Oh yeah yeah. Anyway, let's pray for JAPAN! :)


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