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Wednesday, December 30, 2009 || 10:15 PM
i was freakin' bored today! till after my dinner, someone popped out .
kena scolding again ! LOL~
I'm really okay laa!!!! =)
IDIOT!
|| 7:13 PM
I'LL NEVER PLEASE UU!!!!
FUCKING IDIOT!
rest in peace♥
Tuesday, December 29, 2009 || 10:56 PM
it's time for me to have some rest here. =)
i'm real fine here.Is just that, i really need some time to calm myself down. I don't want to release my temper to anyone! I just want to be
P.E.A.C.E! good luck babes~
♥heart, lil'n lee
u're such a LOOSER!
|| 9:32 PM
i'm now
FREAKIN' regret that i trusted uu!!! Mind ur words dude! don't feel that u're pitty!
you're such a
dick....! hell up my mind.U don't deserved it. From nw, i'll never trust a single word you say...! don't pretened that u're
innocent..! u're not. and don't ever backstab mE! if u feel not satisfied of what i'm doin nw, tell me here. Don't ever say b'hind of me!
LOOSER!
back to pri -school
Monday, December 28, 2009 || 9:34 PM
headed back to my primary school today. just to help my form teacher to do some paperwork. Oh shyt... kinda late again! xD! luckily, beh called me up!hah...! but, someone are late than me. Lol~ oh yea... saw my form teacher thn! >> teacher goh. She is the best teacher i ever met. haha~ separated into 2 groups. Boys need to clean up the fan for every classes. hard work huh! for the girls, stay at the stuff room doing some paperwork. kinda complicated ..! haha~ went to 7-11, buy some breakfast. Received random text! damn it... the boys want to0!!
haha! maggi mee loh... some more what??!!
quickly ran to meet up the boys. cuz fear to let teacher knw we'r eating maggi-mee that she totally not discourage to do it! hah! look at the boys.... doing hard work there! they need to clean up. while, the girls went into the boy's toilet! hah! ahah....something fresh here** check what's chee teck doin?
post 1 * i feeeel goood.... finally release*- chee teck
post 2 * weii... taking picture here??!! come... have a peace here *
good job... beh, helping the boys!
i'll never do that ... hah! it will destroy my H.A.N.D.S!
euii.........!!oh yea... lunch time~ teacher sponsor us rice,fruits and mineral water. But we thought of mc-donalds! LOL... anyway, kinda enjoy...! =) back to work, after lunch.
work,work,work
print,print,print,
cut,cut,cut
till evening, headed to basketball court. Oh yea... finally get back here to play.
*reminds* i used to training at here every morning before study. cuz we need to practise to represent school for competition. ahah! that's me =)
kinda short the net compared to my secondary. bt the boys keep kacaoing there. they even take out their shirts. Euii!!!! they sweat lots and accidentally touches me....!!!!!! wipe back on their pants! ish......... quickily ran to beh there... cuz she fear of ball ! lame~
late evening... time's up!
ryan suggestion>> play pool the next!
so... jum up to teacher's car. SEE!!! what ryan doing here!
aduh... he really hoping to get a license as fast as possible! ><"
*xiao di di.. dun worry laa! hahaha~*
kinda pro... they 2! lame..........
not be praise them .. will be proud thn! ><
cioz~ need to go back again tmr!
fake
Sunday, December 27, 2009 || 6:12 PM
I'd know the truth now! is that a lie or something?? i don't know. And i don't need to question anymore. Cause it doesn't mean anything now. i keep my mouth shut always, but this doesn't mean i don't care! I don't like to quarrel. Let this b'come silent.... anyway, i'd accepted it. This feel deeply hurts through my
HEART. i was wondering, why are those people can let it go so easily. Even, they feel nothing at all.....! I wish i'm one of them. But, i'm not. I need quite some time for that. Yea~ i'm a dumb! anyway, i used to it...!
*p/s: everything at the past were fake!
christmas eve
Friday, December 25, 2009 || 9:33 PM
it was Christmas EVE! Some of em' went to countdown @ s.wang ...... OMG!some of them chilled at my hse. Unfortunately, carmen and e vonne can't make it... cuz they are going to sg.wang! miss them laa... In the evening, mei ling call me up and said she can't attend as well as huey leng! Oh... damn it! so, i was thking to join carmen after my hse! Few minutes later "oh yea.. Lilian, we'r coming! " @@" jun jye was the first one who arrived, so we went to KFC to buy some "CHICKEN!!" hahahaha~ Reached home few minutes later, OMG! forget to buy ice cubes at 7-11! ding....! went out again, w/ sook ying too! hanging outside to look for some "party spray"...! Sky getting darker ,and it's almost 7! party start at 6 something... But!No ones call me.. Decided to call them ... OMG! they were all at my hse ady! LOL.... faster rushed back thn..! Trying to make the cocktail with sparkling juice. So, i was busying at the kitchen. While, i heard everyone were busying chit chat and laugh loudly. WTH is going on??!! So, i went out to have a look with the sparkling juice that i'm opening half way. A POP SOUND"Poooouuup!" the knop hit my face! HELL!!!! damn pain and going to be RED! aRGHHHH!!! i was damn hungry and starting to eat my Cheezzyy weedgetsss!!! hah! But they were busying w/ my Pc searching for some pictures! *grimmceddd** dun care bout others.... finish it up first!!! Lol.. hah! can't imagine that jj can chill with my girls so well! hahaha~ half way, huey leng need go for another dinner! Ohh..... no fun laa..
the 40% alcohol contain! hah! challenging it...... *Sweeeeeeets*
he's busying w/ phone! @@
no idea with that?!
Half an hour later, huey leng called up" i'm coming back again!" Err...... cuz we were preparing to chill at li xian's hse ! and dad suppose wo take us there!our Communication makes up, ended up we have to go by ourself! dad was at hill! Omg! So, called bro.... dating again!!!!!
Q@$#%$^%^!!! u better cum back! minutes later, really back! hah! efficient yea! Unfortunately, li xian was not in a mood! So, headed to " 4 season" ! no idea where's there?!
not really drunk after finish up the cocktail. and it's not enough for us!!!! *scream med!!* i want some more!!!! Well..... i chose "the winter" . But the waiter said it's full house now. LOL! Turn our head back! " huhhhh???!!! " " lao shi(in chinese)......." our ex Suria tuition centre's headmaster! He is the boss here! Oh yea...... he brought us up and finally get a place! hah! lucky us! and it's almost 12 ! No ones shout" Merry christmas!" Lol..... But my hp keep ringing! Lotsa greeting messages!! Burst my inbox .............. Argh!! almost 2, we paid and caoz!
hl just got her iphone!
still left me, sy,huey leng and mei ling!
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!
*P/S: i just want u to understand it! let this be p.e.a.c.e! and this is not the first time we quarrel.... i know u well as well as uu! come on, let's this thg end .... we'r going to be 18!
the gathering
Tuesday, December 22, 2009 || 11:31 PM
hey ya! one day write few article ya! just want to post some gathering pictures here ALTHOUGH I CAN'T ATTEND! lol..... everyone were saying fun ... making me jealous again = = so, i'd grabbed some pics frm jun wei! haha~ while, waiting des to post the pics....
my class>>>6m
jun wei and shuang ying
with wen hao
**thanks for everyone today..... >> jun jye, thanks for being my release-temper-box! =)
schooling life
|| 3:43 PM
the previous view, while in primary school. Get it all the class photos from my friend. For the standard 1, i think i lost it ya! Any diffenrent?! higher bit, darker bit! hah! The gathering organise today, bt..... why am i still here blogging??!! Oh ya, thanks for my "lovely" mom !!!
standard 2
standard 3
standard 4
standard 5
standard 6 >> graduated!
4 days 3 nite @penang & langkawi =)
2005, enter form 1. Mom don't even give me a choice, and put me in this "hell" school. My best mate- desmine and lee chen. Cuz we used to sit together since primary. the orientation day, the first time entered smk puteri titiwangsa with uniform. It was kinda huge for us compared with my primary skul compound! We even nearly get lost.hah! While, i was place at the forth class. But some arrangement turn me to the 3rd class. Ended up, first class! = = stupid rite??!! I even correct my class name on the exercise book for twice.lame~ this school is a girl school. No boys?! ya, just for the form6. Just few of them, what i knw... cannot be look(the boys)! So, beside our school is a boy school. Bro was a basketball player at there. So, he used to protect me when i need help! Bro have a girl friend in my school. I know her, she was form 3 and i'm just a lil' girl at school. And ya, i be the naughtiest girl in form 1. I know the guys beside us. I talked rough words, doing bad things.....!!me and ee mun sat together at class. 2 of us were damn bad at class. We used to fool around always! hah!and this is me in form 1!
me and desmine
yi-wen, lee chen, des, me
form2,results drop seriously. Being arranged to the 4th class! Omg! I don't know anyone there... This was so strange to me. I sat beside a new gurl, jian yean! She was transfer here frm smk sek.5. Starting to know others when daya passes by. Jia wei, jia xian, carmen, melanie and so on! Starting to a good gurl, cuz not really join the boys frm the next door! =)
form 3, results slightly changed. Gt back to the 3rd class. By then.. knowing more friends! My gang was place at the back. Guess what?! we can chit chat easily ya! hah! the girl next door, jia xian! I treat her as my ever BEST MATE! her character really annoyed me at once. We quarell all days and i always cry b'cuz of that! hah! We were just like a big family. She treat me real good but once bad.... seriously B.A.D! they even left me a good memories. the JUNE's babies........ celebrated at the cannes tea house. Lucile, from manchester .... was joining us too! PMR, that is what we fight for of the year! I used to lotsa seminar and tuition with sook ying. The year i joined kasturi tuition centre. I usually late for the science class as mr.simon hate us so much! hah! I will stared at him when he started to scold us. When the class dismiss, he will say something apology to us. Funny huh! haha.... who cares bout that!
form4, people used to say "honeymoon" year. No worries, cuz after PMR! hah!The next door of mine- jia xian, the one who stick w/ me last year! Finally get to be a librarian. Being a "part time" photographer whenever any events organise at school. The ever first i went to sunway lagoon woth my babes. hah! met a guy at kasturi, as he really looks alike my friend. From there, get really interest to him! Finally, get the contact!!! hell....... first time doing this kind of foolish thgs! He is a real good person when i first knw him. haha~ till the year end, starting to look for some part time job.so, make up my mind to work at pc fair. As well as him.....! days passes... have some crush with him. Oh ya..... !
till this year, form 5! start to face the challenging life.... P.E.A.C.E! well..... fight for the SPM ya! indescribable nw....... anyway, still enjoy this year. Time passes fast as i'd graduated =) Being so freakin busy to prepared the sports day. Somehow, something freakin happened to me at the beginning of the year. Hell! teachers love to force us to done our work summore give lotsa comment! Just shut ur freakin mouth up and listen to me. If you doesn't like it, why nt u do it?! ya! =)
one of my favourite teacher! =)
goodbye my skul!
** the most hate my add maths teacher! i believe everyone hate to attend her class... So, till a day... she make a deal w/ us
" siapa yang tak suka saya ajar, boleh keluar! saya juga tak suka ajar kamu ni!" Oh yea.... waited these phrase so long! So... me and my gang went out the class while she walked from the front! and we ran from the back door! hah!Then, after the period our names all black listed! yay.... ! summore what?? let her scold loh... who cares! headmistress wanna to see us too.... bt the teacher refuse and said
" dia semua ni RUBBISH! tak perlu jumpa! bagi mereka fail saja!" hahahahhahahaha~ your wish loh! :P
*P/S: " WHEN I'M TEACHING, NO TALKING, NO WRITING! LISTEN TO ME! "**feeling proud with pc! upgraded to window 7 plus add on the speed nw! =)