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Girls usually will be real bad when she's trying to get something that she cherish for while others get it. They will even become more evil than boys. This is one of the weakness bout girls. Or they usually will be quite jealousy.



I had read some random articles which is bout the girl who flirt with this boy. Okay, I'll never say much bout this girl here. Cause she's just a stranger to me and i don't need to judge her at here.

While, I'm wondering. If a girl who flirt with a boy who have a girlfriend, is this a very real bad attitude? In another way, while I'm the girlfriend , for sure I'll scold this bitch! " GET UR ASS OUT OF MY BOYFRIEND!" While the boy seems like acting innocence. *this boy is totally sucks!*

And i totally feel like I'm real bad. Cause this girl seems like in my situation. I don't know which way should I go. I try not to think or even make an action to it. But it doesn't works! I totally pissed off my mind!!! what I've done.

I totally seems like the third party now. Halo.... THIS DOESN'T FEEL NICE... IDIOT!! * i'm not scolding anyone here, thou is me! no offence *



Or maybe i'm over-sensitive. As we just like friends. But this feeling really freaking awkward! We chat like no others business. Everyone keep saying OH no, you guys seems like in a relationship more than friends. And i'd explain millions times! WE'RE JUST FRIENDS! And i treat him just like my pen-pal. I told all my secrets is b'cause we're not seeing each other anymore. And i bet he'll never spread my things out.



Sometimes i do forget that he have a girlfriend. He seems like *happy-go-lucky guy* whereas no one controls him. And this makes me feel like uneasy. In his angle, he'll say that we're just a friend. But at the girlfriend angle, she will be thought of i'm the third party. Hey dude, i just want to make this simple. I don't want to have any misunderstanding in both side. Or maybe she'd know who am i as you told her that we're just friends.


Hell ya... i'm totally tired of those drama.

Okay, i'm brave to say it here now. I'm still miss u or maybe i still have some crush on you. But no matter what, this was just my thought. It will never brings any offence to anyone. Thus, you will never care bout me now or don't even border to read my blog. You seems like busy all days and that makes me feel like i'm so freaking annoyed. Hey dude, i just want to chat or release my mind! Okay fine, i will never force anyone. You like your own way or maybe you think that you just want your girlfriend and that's enough for you.

Seriously, i can't have this kind of jealousy.And this is real bad to me. Anyway, i'm trying to be independent now whereas no friends is going to be my side. And i meant it, i can!