“Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional”

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Oh noo....!! Class start tomorow.




And i need to drag myself out of the bed so darn early. No ones is fetching me there =(( everything is not prepare yet. My books,bags,stationaries etc. Still need to wait my brother back.FYI, I'm using my bro's bag. Dang! Mom throw away my school bag after SPM. That's cool =)) prepare to buy a new nike air bag! Yeahhh... But i'm kinda broke these days. LOLLL!!!




Tomorrow lesson will be harder, but i totally not prepare yet. I almost forget the previous lesson. Dang! *watashiwa nihon-go no lesson 1-18 wasuremashita* if i'm not mistaken =) hah! I can speak broken japanese now.


Back to today's schedule;

MOF the next, had some dessert =))

*p/s: hate my stupid pimples. Thanks to my itchy hand which scratch it =((

Yea.. again,life being so damn boring lately. While, having my japanese course, life is so tiring and now bored to dead after *graduated*. SIGH! COMPLICATED LIFE.



Ain't going to any colleges, mom wants me to further my studies in STPM, which is FORM 6. And i knew, i seems like puting myself into HELL. No doubt, i have listen to my mom! If not she will spread to others that i'm a child who doesnt obeys her rules and bla bla bla. I doesn't want to hear those kind of rumors or maybe some gossip gossip between aunties. And this is fo freakin annoying. *Hello... who is studying now?* you even choose the subs for me! So how? Okay loh, i listen , i study! But don't worry, life doesn't makes me perfect from now.If i do have my own money, i'll never put myself into HELL like now. You think it's so easy?! wasted two years in jail and all results must be pass with flying colours. Do you think it's easy like past?! Getting your ass into local U?! If u thought that, people won't waste their money leting their ass into colleges. Once u failed, u're going to let ur ass sit back to college. So, what's the differences.................??

Okay fine, i listen, i obey, i study. But i'm not the greatest one! Bare in mind.

Next tues, propably starting intermidiate II for Japanese. It's going to ruin my life once again :P

p/s: Looking forward tomorrow. After drving lesson , going to chill w/ ling and csc =))







And i'm now superb regret of not going. I'm lack of money!!! Gosh...... My girls bought 400 bucks per ticket for rock Pitt zone. I'm not working this month cause i need to complete my course.Thus, no salary for me. Parents are not going to sponsored me and that's a good news too. I will get my blackberry as fast as possible!!! But.... My heart is stick with the concert mood. OMFG!!! After i watched their music video, i really hope to see them !!! Arghh!!! I'M HELLA FUCKIN CRAZY WITH THEM NOW.

*APA KHABAR?*

Feeling release finally, cause i don't need to wake up damn early to prepare my work.Thus, i don't need to catch up every single lesson like hell. It's fun but it's that easy, u do need to put efforts into in. Intensive class will be more tiring compared to part time. We need to complete within 5 weeks. Gosh!! But.... i do enjoy every lessons, Yeah!



After recess, we need to sit for our test. So, we're hoping our favourite teacher....BUT... it's okay.=)) While, i'm so hella freakin nervous when i hang in my paper!! Oh shyt!! While, teacher came in after marking and finally i got my certificate and that's mean i'd pass!! Everyone gave me round applause ... Oh.... i smiled joyfully that moment.


And i might be continue.....







Drag myself out of the bed..... OH GOD!!! Results release today...
Reached there round 10, everyone said 11 only start. DAMN!! Wasting my time.And I haven't return my text books. So, I bought and thought that teacher won't take it back from us. So, I left at the car and dad drove off instead of waiting me, wasting time. Okay then, saw my gang and we kill some time at the canteen.
Well.... xian was trying to get her result. * KAMU BELUM PULANGKAN BUKU NOVEL, SILA PERGI KE KAUNTER SBPT * BANG!!!

Definitely I can't get my result and my dad went back home dy.


Waited bout one hour watching peoples who took their results. Some of them were crying and so on. Honestly, i'm not the nervous bout it. But i saw everyone emotions that made me feel * Oh..my god! How's my result??? * DANG!!!

Aha... at last! GOT IT. Look for my ENGLISH ....... SHYT!!! I hate it...I hate it!!!

Okay then..... headed to pavilion had lunch and continue my studies. =(((

* Blink an eye *


Few more days to go, SPM results. Should i worry bout it? I even thought back how was the test going on ... But everything gone blank. This few months totally ruin my life. My ENG paper, SUCKS!!! This is what i still remember what i've done. SHYTT!!

Okay, gonna chao...>>> nihon-go wa muzukashi desu!!!