Time changes everything, even you and I have changed
*STOP & STAY ♊ Germini Geek
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typical girl living in the love hates world. Hates what everyone loves, and loves what everyone hates
Once a braces geek, nerd geek and harcore geek. Lol MALAYSIAN.
I'm an arts geek who wants to get into triple economic class.
The ever best thing are bitches!
To be truth, I love mankind thingy, believe me or not.
Last but not least, I love travelling every single corner to find the real world, do whatever you think it is impossible.
-That's me
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You have to forgive to forget, and forget, to feel again
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I want P.E.A.C.E
Friday, September 24, 2010 || 8:07 PM
FML.I wish that this world will be P.E.A.C.E =)
My emotional ruin my life always.I'd tried to control and even give a deaf ear or close one's eye of mine.But it doesn't works at all.I keep telling me myself that I've to be strong,hold my tears always.It's not nice to have an outburst of tears in crowd.While, I've no idea why can't I hold my tears every time and act like no cares to what is happening.Damn,I'm too emotional and I wish that I shouldn't have it. So that, I have no feelings to others.No smiling,No crying,No sadness.
I can't look through myself clearly now.Am i demanding alot?Should I change to be emotionless? So that, I'll be peace with people beside me.I'm so headache of why things repeat again and again.It's hard to change? Or why don't you think about my heart? Walking alone on the street, full of my tears with people looking me weird. I feel so awful being this always.It's hard to hold my tears always.
I learn to cry because that's the only way to release my temper.I can't shout out loud or even hit someone to be my release bag. They are innocence.
I born in a family that parents don't understand me well.They used to control me too tight that I can't even hold my breath.Somehow,I'm an anti-social person from young.I don't have many friends cause I don't speak lots to strangers.
Till when I really meet my best mates whoever come to me.From that moment, friends are the ever first I wish to be with them. They know me well and understand me. They will never let me to be alone.And i feel so secure to be with them.
Well, we have to be in far apart to chase our career.Leaving me here alone who really need someone here.Then, Mr.Right came to warm my heart. I gave him the best care I can, I really need him to be apart of me.
He is the one who warm me up and the one who make my heart sank.
I learn to be loved.
And to be ignored.
Chances given. Take it or not........ YES!<3>
"Forgive & Forget " once again.Once it go,forever it go.Appreciate it.
An empty mind, is the place for devil. =((
My emotional ruin my life always.I'd tried to control and even give a deaf ear or close one's eye of mine.But it doesn't works at all.I keep telling me myself that I've to be strong,hold my tears always.It's not nice to have an outburst of tears in crowd.While, I've no idea why can't I hold my tears every time and act like no cares to what is happening.Damn,I'm too emotional and I wish that I shouldn't have it. So that, I have no feelings to others.No smiling,No crying,No sadness.
I can't look through myself clearly now.Am i demanding alot?Should I change to be emotionless? So that, I'll be peace with people beside me.I'm so headache of why things repeat again and again.It's hard to change? Or why don't you think about my heart? Walking alone on the street, full of my tears with people looking me weird. I feel so awful being this always.It's hard to hold my tears always.
I learn to cry because that's the only way to release my temper.I can't shout out loud or even hit someone to be my release bag. They are innocence.
I born in a family that parents don't understand me well.They used to control me too tight that I can't even hold my breath.Somehow,I'm an anti-social person from young.I don't have many friends cause I don't speak lots to strangers.
Till when I really meet my best mates whoever come to me.From that moment, friends are the ever first I wish to be with them. They know me well and understand me. They will never let me to be alone.And i feel so secure to be with them.
Well, we have to be in far apart to chase our career.Leaving me here alone who really need someone here.Then, Mr.Right came to warm my heart. I gave him the best care I can, I really need him to be apart of me.
He is the one who warm me up and the one who make my heart sank.
I learn to be loved.
And to be ignored.
Chances given. Take it or not........ YES!<3>
"Forgive & Forget " once again.Once it go,forever it go.Appreciate it.
An empty mind, is the place for devil. =((
I need your trust & promises to me.