“Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional”

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I can really feels 'Life is bored' though 'Life is complicated' or 'Life is so busy' either.


The above which is all I'm passing through now.Between,there is one sentence always held in my mind 'Life is what you make by yourself'




Yes, I totally agree with this statement!A people's life is created by their own self as they arrange and overcome everything by themselves.Between,I believe the Almighty has arranged everything well, as we human choose their own ways and road.




Okay, I'm not emo. A sudden thoughts again!


Well, I would like to plan every single things in my hols now!Hmmp... I believe everyone have their schedules and plans.Oh yeah! I have my to-do-list now.I want to what I want to do now!HEHE =))



1.get my hair long!
Yeah. People are asking me why don't I keep my hair long for these years since school is allowed to do so.And so, people are judging me that I seems like a 'tomboy' by cutting my hair so damn short and lil spiky too. I was wondering, there is no more hairstyle I can do with my short hair. Between, I always hope to have a long hair, but simply because, parents and myself. I've no idea, in a certain length,it annoyed me and I will need a hair cut!!!So, I promise myself to keep it long! :D




2. I want to get a brand new phone
Okay, I totally feels uneasy without a smart phone now! I really really hope to get a blackberry soon!!! So, I need it to make my life easier.Yeah, I need to have a GPS, mail checking,updates in a faster and easier way. :D




3.I want to reduce my dark circle eyes and eye bag
Oh no! I'm seriously having this problem!!!Which is a serious problem for me. Okay,I know the reason cause I'm sleep at late night most of the day and I get up earlier without any nap in the noon.I drinks less water,I seldom use skin care. I mean I just use daily wash that's it!I face my comp almost every hour! Yes, I get a result of this shit.Lmao*



4.Get a Nike Junk
WOW! I don't really have this intention to get it in past cause I was thinking to have a normal one.But, I saw one of my friend wore it and I was like 'cool!' That really sound pretty awesome when you match with those tight jeans in the lower part. Yeah, wear it in overseas cause of cozy weather.



5.Get a Sennheiser stereo earphones
As last year,I bought a KOSS earphones at Singapore. Apparently, I've spoiled it maybe I knock it sometimes or whatever is it. But I remember I give a very good care!! And I've no idea why is it happened again!!! It cost me 80bucks!So, friend suggest me to get Sennheiser which is a ideal choice,but it's so costly up to 400 bucks just an earphone. Hmmp.... So, I wish I can get it one day.



6.Nails in fully colour.
HAH! I've no idea I'm kinda addicted to nail polish and so.Whenever I pass by those manicure shop, I bet I'll try those different colours on my nails. HAH!Friend told me that it contains lots chemical just a drop. But.......... I've no idea. HAH!



7. A cap
Yeah... I want it once I keep my hair long. I've no idea, I don't wear caps when I'm having short hair.:D So, still have a long way to go and have it!





I think that's all in my list.HAH!! Can't really concentrate now, still thinking lots to do. By the way, I'm not doing anything! lmao*
Night! =)

Hmmp Nothing much I can say here.I'm so so tired after I'm back from everywhere.


Few days back, headed to Bkt Jalil to have a swim with my last-ever-chick, Yi-wen tag her sista' along, Ee Li. People may curious and telling me ' DAMN! You went to so far away just for a swim??'
Between, a random swimmer asked us 'where do you guys live?' And we answer lively 'Setapak,Kuala Lumpur'. So,he replied' Kl no swimming pool??'

we pause.



'I've no idea' lmao*









Once, we reached. Camwhore-ing everywhere! :D





















It's so exactly exhausted after swim especially at night! But it's kinda awesome cool though! =))

Yiwen is too tired as she needs to go for cols early in the morning on the next day!





Ciaoz! I'm tired too. Good night,Peeps! =) stay healthy!

Again, early in the morning I woke up and went for injection. So, 3 more to go...! Yeah! =)

A very sudden sight, I spot wei wei > one of my mates in form 6. And yeah, we met and planning to chill at somewhere. Perhaps, Times Square will be. Damn! It's like years I'm not stepping in there. I've no idea, my mind just tell me there isn't a place for me to chill out.

Glad that we went. Nothing change much,just abit crowded and those stores are open. Obviously nothing to shop. Between, we had lunch @ teppanyaki. Okay, I can't even have a bite due to my braces again. Added rubber this morning, Oh grimees!!Hmmp....

Again, camwhore time! :D







See,how cool she drives! :D










Toodles! ;) Exhausted, hah! without a nap in noon. Between, tomorrow will have a swim with my best mate, Yi-Wen @ Bkt Jalil! :D Nite,peeps!

It's one of my dude 18th birthday the day before. An Indian girl as I know her about 2 years, and yea! We're in form6. It's the last day of school, suppose to go for the last day. But what makes our mind, we choose to stay at home. Thou, we celebrate her 18th birthday @Mcd. I was planning to give a surprise as I told her and the whole world that I'm not attending.


Okay, everything ruined out. She eventually saw me from the transparent mirror where I tried so hard to hide myself off. Yes, she is too clever to spy everyone around her. Between, she keeps hitting me while I arrived and telling me '' You said you're not coming!!!''
HAH! I knew that she's too happy =) :D ^^


Story starts here, We're too creepy and everyone were watching us.
Pictures may dedicates every scene and moment :)
























Wei2 is fighting with Angeline for 50 bucks?!


Yeap! I'm trying to revenge back. =)



I've no idea how she cuts the cake. And It's destroy just a cut... -.-'


Group picha #1



Group picha #2

Yeap.It's kinda bored sitting around at home doing nothing will go mad!So,of course we enjoy to the max with buddies. Headed to Aeon Setiawangsa the next.Okay, counted the second time now that I been there. I feel so confuse with their map. Hmmp! Sab and Mal chill in my house at night.

Yeap. One Malaysia loafing. Pass-by-ser were looking at us. lmao*

I'm so headache!OMfgg!

Headed to tuition the next day. Damn, 6 hours duration really glued my ass!! check it out the next! =)

Yeah. I'm having my school hols now! And I hate whenever I mention about 'school' ain't suppose to be there. Firstly, I regret that I choose to stay at there. Yeah.... I mean it! So,there is one more year to go and I can freak out everything. * round applause * I'm going to screw up those test papers too. Ya, focus everything hella things in my studies.


I was wondering what am I suppose to do in these hols. I hate hols cause it will be a very free time for me as I will keep wondering unnecessary things that hunt me down again. So, I'm not going to give these bullshits come to me again. Never again! Between I can't predict too but I will prevent.


And this will be the high time to receive every treatment that I should take up! So, will do. The world is so mean. When I was fine and healthy, people eventually came to me and even take advantages. But when I'm down people start to left me alone. Yeap. I don't blame! Cause I will still laugh like a spongebob :D HAHAHA!!! lmao*



Leaving Kuala Lumpur is the best damn thing. So, will do. Ain't going with parents, I need to breath fresh air and ran away from this cruel society. Yes! I love paradise.....




Watching sunset all alone. Close your eyes and hear those creatures sound ; relax your mind and feel the bright towards you. Yeah, it helps. Have some try =) Forgets those things that burden you. Feels the soft sand and step on it.

*p/s: What everyone did infront of me now, I won't give a damn shit . Although I do if I really can't stand what-ever-bull-shits going around me. Please, everything you do is an ass to me. You thought that you have a better life. Yes, you do have. Between, don't be too proud of what you got. I wish time change to the past, that I won't even give a shit look. slave flirt er'! X____x Between, it won't. So,let me change to who am I. Who are you to me? Guess what, your damn look irratates me honestly. Every scene ran through my mind and I feel disgusting what I have done. You don't deserve it, yeah...you don't.You're right! You are just a holy shit who cares your ownself and screwing any other chicks in front of me. You're so sick. Please... go away and stop giving me innocense looks. Why don't you go? I've no idea. I really hope that honestly! Of course I'm not saying that I'm perfect of what I'm doing now. But I know what is the right path. Between, what I post here may irratates , this is my blog. So,what you cares I post up here. You have your life and you're not going to have a damn look. So, let me say what I want too although it's WTF and FML..!Every single look makes me feel like you are a cheap slave! Dude, you want to be famous so go ahead! Posting all your details makes everyone know about you! OhmaFinge'God! Telling the whole world now, you are a dude! I don't blame myself why am I so stuck with you. Maybe it's just a lesson to let me learn from failure and knowing your sucky things that's so annoying. So, I pay for this fucking lesson and pass through this shitty test! And what am I doing now, is back off my ass. But still I can't let go a single shit. So,leaving KL will be the best damn thing!! Yes, I will in someday. Times will help us to let go shits!

why are humans being live in this cruel world..?

I'm so depress in past few weeks. I was thinking there is no direction for me when I open my eyes every single morning.
I can't counter myself what I should do today,tomorrow or what I did yesterday.

And I keep asking myself what's the truth?

But I have knew it now. I don't need to worried things that hunt my mind.I can be freely like past :D

live in peace, no wars no angle,no hatred.
Smile and move on!



Uhm...!! Exam is around the corner, yeah! 2 days more that i have to screw up those exam papers!I think I have confident in several parts, LOL! I don't have 100% of course.It's not SPM, It's STPMMM...........!! I need to squish my brain juice.HAH!

Yeah,headed to have some try on Thai cuisine.I've no idea, parents have a sudden thought. Recommend by friends, the AMARIN HEAVENLY THAI@ Mid valley. You guys should go and have a try ya! :)

Here some pichas that I've snapped!

you can actually enjoy the view while having your meal. =)












Yeah, Thai should be in famous on Tom yam foods.Yeah, I did snapped it.But it's kinda blur. LOL! so, no uploads. :D

Honestly, I do have a great appetite. But, sometimes I can skip my meals for a whole day. LOL!!Anyway, I'm gaining my size now... Yeah, people are saying that I'm looks more like a skeleton!!! OMFFFGG!! Ok, i knew it. I'm trying my best now. Eat FOOODSS!


Last, HAPPY DEEPAVALI! =) for the nation. Yeah, 1 Malaysia concept. LOL!

Friends are adding in and I'll make sure they won't have any outgo.
This is what I treasure my friends =)
I hate to have enemies which really kills your thoughts! YES!I will prevent from being that in social.

It's just a small world.I never thought that I will have any contact or a say* hey, bye* pass-by-ser to her.Till I thought of someone who actually told me before, she's a nice girl and if you do have the oppurtunities,you have to make friends with her,talk with her!

As I have my first step. I get a chance to communicate with her!Surrounds where are people who actually asking me why? I've no idea.My thoughts came, and I want to have a talk! Yes.And i did!

What I found out that she's really strong enough for everything although she's younger than me. Everytime where I chat with her, I feels fine and she actually make up my mind to be stronger!I did praise her and I'm learning too.I never meet someone before just like her.And her minds are totally different from mind as I can't, but she can!


Yeah..This is why I'm standing up!=)Between, there is no more jealousy!Cause she's more worth than me =)