“Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional”

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Yeah. I'm having my school hols now! And I hate whenever I mention about 'school' ain't suppose to be there. Firstly, I regret that I choose to stay at there. Yeah.... I mean it! So,there is one more year to go and I can freak out everything. * round applause * I'm going to screw up those test papers too. Ya, focus everything hella things in my studies.


I was wondering what am I suppose to do in these hols. I hate hols cause it will be a very free time for me as I will keep wondering unnecessary things that hunt me down again. So, I'm not going to give these bullshits come to me again. Never again! Between I can't predict too but I will prevent.


And this will be the high time to receive every treatment that I should take up! So, will do. The world is so mean. When I was fine and healthy, people eventually came to me and even take advantages. But when I'm down people start to left me alone. Yeap. I don't blame! Cause I will still laugh like a spongebob :D HAHAHA!!! lmao*



Leaving Kuala Lumpur is the best damn thing. So, will do. Ain't going with parents, I need to breath fresh air and ran away from this cruel society. Yes! I love paradise.....




Watching sunset all alone. Close your eyes and hear those creatures sound ; relax your mind and feel the bright towards you. Yeah, it helps. Have some try =) Forgets those things that burden you. Feels the soft sand and step on it.

*p/s: What everyone did infront of me now, I won't give a damn shit . Although I do if I really can't stand what-ever-bull-shits going around me. Please, everything you do is an ass to me. You thought that you have a better life. Yes, you do have. Between, don't be too proud of what you got. I wish time change to the past, that I won't even give a shit look. slave flirt er'! X____x Between, it won't. So,let me change to who am I. Who are you to me? Guess what, your damn look irratates me honestly. Every scene ran through my mind and I feel disgusting what I have done. You don't deserve it, yeah...you don't.You're right! You are just a holy shit who cares your ownself and screwing any other chicks in front of me. You're so sick. Please... go away and stop giving me innocense looks. Why don't you go? I've no idea. I really hope that honestly! Of course I'm not saying that I'm perfect of what I'm doing now. But I know what is the right path. Between, what I post here may irratates , this is my blog. So,what you cares I post up here. You have your life and you're not going to have a damn look. So, let me say what I want too although it's WTF and FML..!Every single look makes me feel like you are a cheap slave! Dude, you want to be famous so go ahead! Posting all your details makes everyone know about you! OhmaFinge'God! Telling the whole world now, you are a dude! I don't blame myself why am I so stuck with you. Maybe it's just a lesson to let me learn from failure and knowing your sucky things that's so annoying. So, I pay for this fucking lesson and pass through this shitty test! And what am I doing now, is back off my ass. But still I can't let go a single shit. So,leaving KL will be the best damn thing!! Yes, I will in someday. Times will help us to let go shits!

why are humans being live in this cruel world..?