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I don't give a damn
Wednesday, March 30, 2011 || 8:39 PM
FYI, I have wall climbing competition tomorrow. Yes! It's tomorrow, and I'm freaking fuck with my performance. No doubt, I couldn't make it not even half way.
Something serious fuck happened, the day before today. So, basically it was yesterday. We have a clinic for wall climbing compete with other schools too. Thus, we 're given a chance to try climbing it. But things come worse to me, that I couldn't even climb it. Friends were capturing video.And so fucked, I was recorded the most embarrass scene in the girl's hand set.
For one's mind, I saw the video after it taken. And so, I act like...... " HAHA! Yeah, I can't make it." I WILL NEVER THOUGHT THAT SHE WILL UPLOAD TO FACEBOOK. Schoolmates make it to big issues that really so freaking annoyed. Yet, they make it a joke laughing like hell in front of me. So, what should I say...?!
OKAY, I CAN'T MAKE MY FREAKING STEP TO THERE.
OKAY, I CAN;T CLIMB WHERE I HAVE CLIMBED BEFORE ONCE IN GENTING
OKAY, I'M SO LAZY TO PUT ON MY EFFORT TO PRACTICE.
SO, what make sense that YOU have the rights the judge me?!
As you assume that you can make it??
Come on! I don't want to have any quarrel among schoolmates. But don't try to annoyed me where I used to keep my mouth shut, doesn't mean that I don't give a fuck. You get it?

CAN YOU SEE MY PALM? IT'S ALL RED. THIS IS NOT FUCKING EASY, AND DON'T THINK THAT YOU CAN JUDGE SOMEONE THAT YOU HAVEN'T PROVE THAT YOU CAN MAKE It.

I couldn't say a word now. Cause there is no meaning to freak myself out and guess what, I'm so seriously being insulted in everyone's eyes. I have no point to for the competition tomorrow. But, to be responsible I will go for it and ciaoz right after I fall. I do have a preparation that
I CAN'T MAKE IT TOMORROW. NO DOUBT, I have tired of drama.