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typical girl living in the love hates world. Hates what everyone loves, and loves what everyone hates


Once a braces geek, nerd geek and harcore geek. Lol MALAYSIAN.
I'm an arts geek who wants to get into triple economic class.
The ever best thing are bitches!
To be truth, I love mankind thingy, believe me or not.

Last but not least, I love travelling every single corner to find the real world, do whatever you think it is impossible.
-That's me
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    Perfection with regret.
    Saturday, April 23, 2011 || 8:03 PM

    6 months heartbreak.






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    While, I just get enough with bullshits. I couldn't just make myself stuck with once fall to deep lope and annoyed my emotion. That is so just unfair for myself. I will not be a dumb to bother WTF is going on. Well, there is someone who even thought I was judging her while I was freak with my EX. Zomg, this is so embarrass scene for her. She just hang herself in the center of the road that blocked everyone's vision. But, who cares?


    For some reason, I deactivated my facebook. I feel stupid when people start posting their F**** mind after he/she has break up. Okay, just bang yourself few times to the wall and awake. Yeah, I do post those stupid thingy for once or twice. But, not often please. That isn't your wrong, so what for you start posting those irritating things?








    Things that belong to us, I still keeping it. Well, he said let's follow the owner, so deal!




    But sometimes, it just appears in front of me. Girls told me to throw it as far as possible, but do you think that is easy? No. I'm the one who keep historical. While I looked back few years time, I will be keep laughing at myself why am I that dumb? HAH!

    To get my things well settle, I will not set it at Malaysia. I will just leave as fast as possible, so deal. I will just send it to my girl at UK. I think this will be the best way for me. There is no emergency for me looked back or think back. Yeah.


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    Btw, I'm just so glad that he did a piece of work to me. It's just a paper, it can be keeping beside me but I will never let a single thing that reminds us to leave it here.


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    I just love that so much, cause that is something which is priceless. LOL. This is lame right? HAH!


    Okay, I can relieve. I think I'm more happier than before :) Xoxo!

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    *p/s: For sincere, I'm really regret. I wish that I've not giving any response. But things just happened, maybe that is fate? So get it! FYI, papers works chasing over me now :(

    The time
    Friday, April 22, 2011 || 7:56 PM

    I miss my blog! :D idk, I feel like I'm not getting up sitting in front of the pc for long hours. Lots of papers and books chasing over me, due to limit time. Mid year exam is approaching soooon. SEE! I'm so dead FML!


    Days back, I was sick. :/ plus sore throat. This is so massive irritating. My voice turned low and deep. Oh, dang! Still, I have to yell at school. I think my voice going to be crack. HAHAHAHAHA!


    Btw, it's mom's birthday today. Anyway, Happy Birthday! :)
    Bro and I decided to buy a Chanel Lipstick since she had told me last year that she want to get one of it.As I remembered, she searched at the airport but idk she bought it or not.

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    And guuuuueeeessss what? She did bought it at the airport! LOL,ive no idea. So luckily, it's different colour code. But she preferred bright colour, so I need to change it back. Hope that they allow! See, what am I doing? Buying a wrong thing, ZOMG!


    The same week, headed to parliament again. Finally I brought my camera :D

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    This is what the "guys" at my school did.
    They love hugging and people may thought they're the "gay" HAH!

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    Here we go!

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    Go-greeeen!

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    Finally the group picture.
    I've no idea, the guys are shy away from the camwhore, they stand far a way with a distance. Oh, please! They are so coward. Yet, ....... (no comment)
    For a long time we girls yelled at them and finally.

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    OMG! I personally heart this picha. This is epic,

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    Next, bowling session with wei wei and sabby @ times square.
    Okay, I preferred Mid valley "glow in dark" but die to transportation, let's make it easy!

    Just a session to test our power, for a period I've not playing bowling. And we have a competition end of May. To avoid stupid scene, before signing up, Ive to prove it! :)

    Change our outfits the next.
    HAH! I look like a samsung sales girl who has just fired? sneak out for break?

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    Our scoring! :D

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    Last, bought myself a pair of slipper, in the house!

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    Finally! :)
    Saturday, April 16, 2011 || 2:54 PM

    Oh finally and finally. Muet is all done for me,I'll not take it anymore. I can finally rest off and focus the next, STPM . Wooooootz! :)

    No doubt, I'm just relax and waiting for the outcome. I am not really satisfied of the result last year, so I did it once and the last.Yeah! that is all I can do, I think. LOL!

    days ago, I have strain one of fingers, and it becomes,

    LOL! WTF! It's completely tired after the writing test,

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    Can't type fast like past. LOL! Btw, it's Easter Party tonight. I'm still wondering to attend or not, argh!Cause I'm kinda lazy sometimes :D

    Hits
    Sunday, April 10, 2011 || 10:29 AM

    For once true, I've deactivated my facebook account. :) Yeah!
    I've no idea.



    who do you think you are.
    Saturday, April 9, 2011 || 8:57 PM

    One more day to go, and I have to sit for my MUET. :D
    If I have money, I'll go for IELTS. Taadaaa!


    Sounds so creepy huh?! Nervous, should not apply on me. Cause this is the second time and I've to be well confident to elaborate all my points out! My mind is like a " share market" , it depends sometimes when I can elaborate well. Lmao*


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    Okay, I seriously hope that my mind do function well on that day :) and speak well.

    For writing, reading and listening, the most weak part for me is reading. ZOMG! this is because, and honestly I seldom do exercise. :(


    Imma addicting with this song, Jar Of Hearts, my love.

    It's so meaningful to me. I mean, I like it. I don't mean about my love. LOL!




    whatcha doing?
    Friday, April 8, 2011 || 8:58 PM

    imma imma, have nothing to do! Oh yeah yeah. But I do, just that I'm so kinda lazy, best word to describe me. :) Okay, I admit it!

    Muet test is around the corner, whatcha doing here right now? ZOMG!
    I've "lot" practice at school, but still I think I'm not doing my best for it. *Cry* I need more exercises, but there is always some hitches. My group can't be complete always.

    These are all the problems problems problems around me!!!


    I'm suppose to stay after school, but some reason I can't and need to rush back. See! I missed a chance for practice again. Ahhh!!!! Right after my lunch with parents, headed to Yiwen's house. It's a sudden decision, cause I feel bored staying at home. LOL! Have some gossip for lil short while. *girls talk* always a must for me.

    Back to home, finally I can relax myself with lil Kieren! He is adorable but naughty till the max. Oh no no no! We are basically having pillow fight. Lol!


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    Weeks ago.Headed to Sunway had steamboat buffet dinner! :) Yeah, I like it.

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    all done! :) anyway, stress trouble me always.

    *p/s: I hate people guiding me to study!

    F1 fever
    Saturday, April 2, 2011 || 8:52 PM

    F1 fever is back to KL! And there is a roadshow @ Jalan Bukit Bintang on 3rd April 2011.

    Oh yeah! I'm still thinking to go or not. Due to tuition time have lil crash! I've no idea, when there is any bid event, still I can't attend!Although it's so *important* for me, but I can't skip my tuition. Yeah, nothing is more important that study now. So, I've no other way to compromise myself :(

    But! there is still a chance to get a live watch @ sepang circuit.Tickets start to sold now, so watcha waiting for?

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    OMG! He is so cool!Kimi Raikkonen.zomg!!!

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    Here's Sebastian Vettel.

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    Some bad news, Kimi Raikkonen is not here for the competition and her favourite Sebastian Vettel too. Oh no no no! why?!

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    I'm a fans of F1 too.And my soul mate, Yiwen.She is more crazier than me. Weee! I've no idea, I like sport games(rough type) where girls usually won't be doing that. I love adventures, I love scream! Mom keeps advising me not to get into those,but......... I love my own way sometimes.

    Back to F1, I love speeding on the road. Maybe I've influenced by my brother where he speed whenever he is. And, I love doing things in fast speed. So, that is the reason too. :)



    April Fool
    Friday, April 1, 2011 || 8:27 PM

    It's April Fool!


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    For once, I didn't thought of IT WAS TODAY, till I heard from the radio @ Hitz.fm where I used to turn on everyday to school. :)

    I get prank at school for several times. And this have laugh off their jaws. LOL

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    i) One guy told me that my shoelace was loosen, so looked down and I was ......................... '' I don't see anything wrong" *blur for awhile* and there he goes " APRIL FOOL"

    ii) After the first scene, I turned back and put a prank to another guy. " Hey there, your shoelace! " replied : " huh?.... " Oh yeah, it's APRIL FOOL! And there I happily left.


    iii)Was planning to put a prank to the first's. Yeah, just to revenge back. But it FAILED DEEPLY.

    iv) A friend of mine was planning to left the school earlier to avoid HEAVY TRAFFIC JAM! And so, I was right beside the class, she yelled that there is just 10 minutes to leave. I looked at my watch and it's just 11 something and school suppose to dismiss at 12:30. I was wondering, is my watch stop working ? Then, when I was back to the class, she took up her bags and start to leave. Everyone were curious, for some reason, she thought that It was 12 something, Yeah. She is trying to put a prank on herself. LOL!

    v) This is the worse ever I was cheat and fooled by someone. Guys were saying that we have to go to the lab for Malaysia Studies Class. Friend was telling me that it was just a prank. But some were telling me that they are SERIOUS. So, when I turned back, guys were leaving the class. Who's not going to believe that isn't real or not? Vv and I start walking to avoid attend the class late. So, we leave without the Indians. Till the basketball court, for some reason, I turned back where I used to while walking. 4 BOYS WERE STANDING AT THE BLIND CORNER. I was stunt, and so they can't stop laughing their bumps out and ran to the class. I was WTF, and chase over them. Everyone were LAUGHING LIKE NO OTHER BUSINESS. Oh no, they were saying that " If I don't turn back, this will be real fun!"

    vi) Of course, after a big serious prank we will never let out laurels down. And so, we told the boys who have left the school earlier yesterday were required to see the assist. immediately. Smart enough, they just don't really give a damn. But everyone acted seriously were I can't stop my outburst. LOL! They were worried but they don't show up. Things go smoothly, they really plan to go to the office after school, but IT WAS BURST. So no fun at the end.

    Anyway, APRIL FOOL TO EVERYONE. Do you get fooled or to fool with someone? Do, enjoy this day! :)


    *p/s: imma planning to go for the F1 roadshow on this Sunday @ Jln Bukit Bintang. So, I hope that the home tuition cancel and I have peace of mind. HAH!