“Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional”

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*round applause* I've finished my mid-year exam. Phew!

I swear I'm going to have a sweet escape after lots BULLSHITS happened in school. I seriously need a fresh air to breath and let myself always stay clear and calm! I shouldn't let evil run down me. Yeah,I need air i need air!!!




Basically, I don't even have time to take up a rest right after exam.Cause everyone were busy preparing for Teacher's Day.FYI, we just got plus and minus 3 days to prepare. Cause part of us were having rehearsal for sports. *Hectic*

And finally, every thing is over. Except Sports Day and I'm free of practices. Performance today was kinda sucks. The music started before we get in our position and every one was like WHERE THE HELL TO START FROM? Every thing gone a mess and I couldn't put a smile to the spectates. My face sounds FUCKED UP! LOL

Between, candid when preparation. We do enjoy the whole process :)


Me and Dhu done every thing first.







My hair dresser and make up of the day. LOL



Okay, the assist hair dresser.



And finally, I'm done! :D



The lower 6 performance, S.O.S




Till us, *no comment*



camwhore everywhere!



Modeling???





I looks emo here. -.-'



Okay, I'm just superb tired!




Pixels @ Peter Hoe, nothing much change. The environment and even the people still have those welcoming smiles.







Is a perfection accompany by a slice of home-made cake.



Weather is so hot in the afternoon. What's more to cool yourself down?

A Conetto drumstic.

Too bad, isn't that cooling that I thought!



Late night, headed to KFC as my supper. Seriously, it was my first time fast food as my supper. Cause I'll never do that, it's terrible fat!

But what's more to treat your stomachache better where you can't treat your heart in good condition?



Pimples are popping out through my face. Especially my forehead! While people say that if pimples occur on your forehead, there is 2 reasons. Stress and your hair. Basically I think is STRESS, EXAM really kills your mind.



I'm going to try out this, hopefully it just help! My face is dry nowadays.




Meet up ah Chung @ KLCC! Okay, that's me, LOL!



Weather terrible hot, I feel like roasted!



Headed back to Peter Hoe to kills time this morning. Damn! I just miss last time I used to sit down and relax with my girls. It really give good flashback. Now, isn't a good time for me to go for any extraordinary thoughts.I'm basically not tough at all. I always thinks negatively whenever I see something which is OMFGG!I've no idea, I really wish that I'm just emotionLESS where I won't care more about the cruel society. Well, that is what I always thought of. In this world, everyone is cruel. Cause you will never know what they think and going to react to you. And all you only can do is to protect yourself from being harm!People will never know what you think about, perhaps they always put assumption which is a BIG CROSS!And that is what I always did in past, there I FAIL DEEPLY. Tears may help you to explore your emotion but it wouldn't last long. All you need is there is someone who can really give you a hand and wipe off every single tears that you have drop down cause every drip is worthy. I used to be a very neutral in past where I don't really remember my enemies or whoever just hurt me. But in these two years, I seriously changed into a cruel. I remember every single things which harmed me before. I chase for revenge, I want people to feel what I felt. I always have the thought. Or couldn't I just leave here forever and chase my future? Is a question. I believe that hard times may comes to rainbow some day. Personally, I don't know where I have make my mistakes. I always put assumption to myself and there is where I fails again. Cause all I want is to be PEACEFUL. No matter what, I'm still who I am, I have my own thoughts and mind. I don't need to learn from others to improve myself. Well, this is my faith and I have to appreciate what god have creates me. Till a day,if there is someone who can really accept what you have *disadvantages*, and there's go your fate. I have meet one's who have told me, but this is fate and I have to accept where he left. While times go by just like tik tok I will sing "lullaby" who can reads my inner heart where my heart once sank deeply and there you will hold me on.


Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don't believe your doubts and never doubt your beliefs.


*p/s: I love you.

Okay, imma going to blog. Firstly, round applause! One more paper to go now, but it's the hardest among the others. HAH! It's alright, I'm going to continuously doing exercises. *Bless me* :)



And finally, I've watched FAST5! Seriously, it's GREAT. I always love speeding cars, aren't they cool? Please don't say " come on, you're a girl!" So what? *my personal theory* Things that men do doesn't mean ladies can't make it. Right! *Wake Up Ladies*!! LOL!


I couldn't find a partner who can really accompany me. Cause everyone has watched it, while I'm still busying with my exam papers. Lastly, I grabbed my mom along. She was broke and I do!!!! I'm really broke and my purse left few Ringgit and that is a tortured to me. She just came back from travel and we just afford to pay. LOL! Hahaha, but still I feel satisfied with it. Glad, the next day I received few bucks from school that had owed me few months ago. *evil smile*





I'm just trying out the pants for my pajamas. HAH!




Between, bro's car get knocked by some Malay fellow. *winks*
Idk, his car always get repair due to accidents. Okay, that is normal whenever he tells me "MY CAR GET KNOCKED!!!!"

Well, well..... Isn't the first time. I bet you never want to try his *drifting* skill. Especially sitting at the front really terrified you as you thought, " God, damn it! You are going to hit it!!!"

As he will be relaxing, "come one!"




I think he has photogenic just like me. HAHAHAHA!
Sometimes, I'll just grab him and pixels :)




No doubt, he will be always welcome for me to grab him for a snap! :D





These day two days I'm eating Oily + Fried foods.






Randomly,


I might be get lost if I come here all alone. Seriously, I've no idea where am I.
Plus, it's raining on that day. Cool that my girls were here :)



Suppose to chill at starbucks,but some of them just drank and came. Well, I'm hungry. I need to have lunch!Someone dislike vege -.-' Pizza hut the next, damn it! air-cond out of service. Seeeeee! I's like putting me in a prank! For no reason, Sushi King which is pretty SUCKS! Euuuuwwwwwwwww!







Okay, this is the last I step in there.




Just a click, it's the lower 6 orientation. Everything still in my memory when I first came in form6. Everyone seems to know each other like ages!! We laugh and play together whenever we are with diverse nation. Idk, everything seems so natural. Remember the next week of the orientation, I headed to HK & Macau. My FB was full of notification by my form sixes friends. Damn! It's like a second family. Till now, it's the time for us to fight for the examinations.



Imma the organizer for the game! Well Well... divided into indoor and outdoor with different days.


Before the activities go on, have a warm up! HAH!




He was cat-walking and commanded me to turn on the music loud. I can't stop laughing at the back. LOL!



Post 2 ;




There you are!



First game was the rubber band + straw game, it's kinda common.



I'm the music conductor, no worries. I'm always FAIR! HAHAH



Meira and me



Kinda regret that I dropped my piano after grade 4 when I was form 2!!!



It's a fear to them!





My favourite outdoor game! But unfortunately, they don't look active in this. -.-'


Ooooops!!!



Aqmal poured a whole bucket of water towards me, and I'm ALL WET!



She can't wait to splash to others. And I'm the victim tooooooo!





I was bare foot running all over the stone. My foot was seriously hurt till now!!! And the next day, I have to sit for micro economy papers. 3 hours isn't enough for us, can we have one more hour? This is a BIG CROSS!!!

There were more activities, time rush me now. One paper down, 6 more to go! Tooodles.

Sometimes, I just can't wipe off everything that I've seen, heard or noticed. People are judging me, "Lilian, it's have been AGES!!Since when you're going to moved on?" I have asked myself for tans. But I just can't make it that easy like past. Time can move forward everyone, but still have to depends from the individuals too. Seriously, how am I suppose? By looking everyday? Seriously!Isn't a BIG JOKE to me, it's definitely FOR ME! I can't read people's mind whether they are in purpose or accidentally. But somehow, I still treat everyone equal. Cause I can't find a relevant reason for me to do so. Between, I have been great that my girls all around me that chill me in. They are always the one who......


*p/s: Isn't that EMO from myself. I have thoughts and there it go......

Guess what? I am still a crazy little about ME! YOU GET IT? HAH!




I've no comment about me, just a big LOL sign. *Peace ya!*