“Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional”

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Headed back to Peter Hoe to kills time this morning. Damn! I just miss last time I used to sit down and relax with my girls. It really give good flashback. Now, isn't a good time for me to go for any extraordinary thoughts.I'm basically not tough at all. I always thinks negatively whenever I see something which is OMFGG!I've no idea, I really wish that I'm just emotionLESS where I won't care more about the cruel society. Well, that is what I always thought of. In this world, everyone is cruel. Cause you will never know what they think and going to react to you. And all you only can do is to protect yourself from being harm!People will never know what you think about, perhaps they always put assumption which is a BIG CROSS!And that is what I always did in past, there I FAIL DEEPLY. Tears may help you to explore your emotion but it wouldn't last long. All you need is there is someone who can really give you a hand and wipe off every single tears that you have drop down cause every drip is worthy. I used to be a very neutral in past where I don't really remember my enemies or whoever just hurt me. But in these two years, I seriously changed into a cruel. I remember every single things which harmed me before. I chase for revenge, I want people to feel what I felt. I always have the thought. Or couldn't I just leave here forever and chase my future? Is a question. I believe that hard times may comes to rainbow some day. Personally, I don't know where I have make my mistakes. I always put assumption to myself and there is where I fails again. Cause all I want is to be PEACEFUL. No matter what, I'm still who I am, I have my own thoughts and mind. I don't need to learn from others to improve myself. Well, this is my faith and I have to appreciate what god have creates me. Till a day,if there is someone who can really accept what you have *disadvantages*, and there's go your fate. I have meet one's who have told me, but this is fate and I have to accept where he left. While times go by just like tik tok I will sing "lullaby" who can reads my inner heart where my heart once sank deeply and there you will hold me on.


Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don't believe your doubts and never doubt your beliefs.


*p/s: I love you.