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typical girl living in the love hates world. Hates what everyone loves, and loves what everyone hates


Once a braces geek, nerd geek and harcore geek. Lol MALAYSIAN.
I'm an arts geek who wants to get into triple economic class.
The ever best thing are bitches!
To be truth, I love mankind thingy, believe me or not.

Last but not least, I love travelling every single corner to find the real world, do whatever you think it is impossible.
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    To good to be real
    Wednesday, March 12, 2014 || 8:42 PM


    Sometimes things just got serious complicated. I knew it doesn't matter anymore.
    I don't care much, well I have turn my humanity off.
    But there are too many negatives stuffs that really stuck to me. 
    I couldn't just let it be. I want to fix it. 

    *p/s : don't misunderstand me. I let go, but trying to make things better cause we are friends still. Not at this moment. Take times I guess.


    I wanted to make things perfect. I'm trying to make my guard up to 'yell'
    I define friends as soul. And I believe them. 
    I don't trust you. 
    This is why I want to make it in the right path.
    I don't know does it help, but I will try, one day.

    We are friends, you don't need to hide the truth. Yes, and admit it. No one will even blame you, don't downgrade yourself.
    People get annoyed of your behavior.  They mad because they care, likewise no one will even bother you if they don't.


    I am complicated. I am fine, I am perfect fine.
    I don't feel sad looking at you, yet I feel disgusting.
    Trust me, you are not worth for me to ruin myself.
    Emotionally I am stronger.

    I used to give you respect and trust.
    You break it yourself.
    I am too good in being good to you.
    You take things for granted.
    You have stepped on my limit.
    And there goes a burst in time.

    Guess if you know me well. I don't release out.
    I keep it.
    I relieve it in the dark
    If I do, one day. Please bare in mind.
    Is for your own good.
    Believe it or not.
    I am still helping out even though how sucks it is.







    Lately.
    Thursday, March 6, 2014 || 9:28 PM

    Well, I am back to a working life. Although I feel bad to myself for not continuing my studies but I knew one day I will be back to my uni life soon. Working life seems stress but yet I am glad working in a friendly atmosphere. Hmm.... I wouldn't be that boring though. Cause sometimes things just laugh my ass off always. It is like everyday I can't stop laughing like shit! Blame my friend who keep saying silly jokes like always. Oh hi! So now I am working hard on my diet, I couldn't get myself exercise often cause I spend all my time on working hours, so I just can help out myself on a healthy diet. So I am addicted on eating 'grass'. Surprisingly, this is my daily lunch. 


    My spaghetti. Once a week! 


    My alternate days' meal.


    AND IT IS LIKE FINALLY I've got a chance to visit MY BURGER LAB. Sorry, I felt that I am so out dated. I do not have a chance to visit there since I was living at Kampar previously. Plus, PJ's traffic is serious terrible almost everyday. So no one willing to take me there. SOB ;( And finally thanks to my Des des who brought me there after work. 


    Still quite crowd at this time. Yeah, it is like almost months opening yet still alot of customers ;)



    I guess it named something cheese chicken thingy. 


    Thanks boss who treat everyone of us Korean cuisine. OMG! that seems alot. My first Korean meal after I came back from Korea. I got seriously puke with Korean food while in Korea. I ate my lunch and dinner (Korean cuisine) like everyday! I couldn't imagine that. Maybe I am not used to it. Once or twice is alright, but when it comes to like EVERYDAY hell of things, it pull my throat away. 


    I can't say a thing for Malaysia's traffic jam. Round Applause. Everyday I got stuck in the traffic jam after work.


    And Happy Birthday to my imy ( 22 years of friendship) Trust me, we are really 22  years of friendship. Couldn't imagine that? Yes. It is hard to maintain but yet we can! Coincidently, we both wearing our top from Korea. Yeah, and it is the same store! Oops.