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To good to be real
Wednesday, March 12, 2014 || 8:42 PM
Sometimes things just got serious complicated. I knew it doesn't matter anymore.
I don't care much, well I have turn my humanity off.
But there are too many negatives stuffs that really stuck to me.
I couldn't just let it be. I want to fix it.
*p/s : don't misunderstand me. I let go, but trying to make things better cause we are friends still. Not at this moment. Take times I guess.
I wanted to make things perfect. I'm trying to make my guard up to 'yell'
I define friends as soul. And I believe them.
I don't trust you.
This is why I want to make it in the right path.
I don't know does it help, but I will try, one day.
We are friends, you don't need to hide the truth. Yes, and admit it. No one will even blame you, don't downgrade yourself.
People get annoyed of your behavior. They mad because they care, likewise no one will even bother you if they don't.
I am complicated. I am fine, I am perfect fine.
I don't feel sad looking at you, yet I feel disgusting.
Trust me, you are not worth for me to ruin myself.
Emotionally I am stronger.
I used to give you respect and trust.
You break it yourself.
I am too good in being good to you.
You take things for granted.
You have stepped on my limit.
And there goes a burst in time.
Guess if you know me well. I don't release out.
I keep it.
I relieve it in the dark
If I do, one day. Please bare in mind.
Is for your own good.
Believe it or not.
I am still helping out even though how sucks it is.